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Wednesday, 08 July 2009

  • Toire wa doko desu ka?

    I am SO excited to go to Japan.  SO excited!!  We had a meeting today and worked on some Japanese and learned what we will be doing while we are there.  It is going to be good.

    I am a chaperone for middle school students that are going, which sounds like a bad combination.  But those kids are fun!  I hope they stay that way when we are traveling and everything, but at least they're nice now.  It'd be really scary if they were not very nice to begin with.

    Earlier today, before the meeting, I was trying to work on some of the Japanese phrases because we were supposed to have most of the phrases in our notebook learned by now...some of it was kind of frustrating cause I found myself thinking--when am I going to use this?  Well, maybe I would use some of the phrases, but it seems like I should learn some more of the essentials first and THEN work on some of the obscure ones.  Yes, asking "Where is the dishwasher?"  might come in handy, but I think I'll probably be asking "Where is the restroom?"  more than that! 

    I was thinking about how when I was a kid I used to say that phrase "My mother is Chinese, my father is Japanese, and I'm inbetween."  I wonder how my host family would react to that!?  Better yet, I found out tonight that I'm supposed to give a speech while we're there...That would be an even better place for that!

    For the record, I CAN ask "where is the bathroom", so I guess I've got all the important bases covered.

Monday, 06 July 2009

Sunday, 05 July 2009

  • God is Here...Anything Can Happen

    "Where can I go from your Spirit?
    Where can I flee from your presence?

    If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
    If I make my bed in the depths, you are there.

    If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
    If I settle on the far side of the sea

    Even there your hand will guide me
    Your right hand will hold me fast.

    If I say, 'Surely the darkness will hide me
    And the light become night around me,'

    Even the darkness will not be dark to you;
    The night will shine like the day,
    For darkness is as light to you."

    --Psalm 139:7-12

    Mark 7:31-37



Friday, 03 July 2009

  • Waiting In Hope

    I think I've written about this before, but this subject has really been on my mind lately. You know how when God is teaching you something, you kind of perk up whenever you hear that word? That is what it has been like for me. Everything I encounter seems related to hoping and waiting and I just can't stop thinking about it.

    I think I mentioned before about how in Spanish the words waiting and hoping are just one word--esperar. I always find this interesting and it makes me wonder about the use of the words in English and especially in the Bible. I'm a mostly NIV girl myself, and recently I was looking at Isaiah 40:31--"But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength."

    Looking over at the NKJV, I noticed that the word "wait" was used--"But those who wait on the Lord..."

    Thinking about Spanish, this got me thinking. What is the difference between waiting on the Lord and hoping in the Lord. In Spanish, you would just use the same word to say for example--"I'm waiting for my flight" as "I hope I get a new pony," but in English we use two different words and they have just a little different shade of meaning. Waiting has kind of the connotation, that you are just waiting for something to occur, but maybe without the element of expectation. On the other hand, hoping is like you don't know for sure that it is going to happen, but you sure hope that it does and in a certain way.

    Recently, I was listening to a podcast and I was excited because they mentioned just this thing. They said, "There are two different ways that people wait for something. Think about the man who is waiting for his son to arrive on a train and he knows the exact time that the son will arrive." Like in Europe, train schedules are so exact, if you don't get on your train by 7:09, then it will be gone without you. Contrast that with say a girl who is waiting for her fiance to arrive at the airport, but she doesn't know the exact time that he will arrive. She waits with a kind of anticipation. She knows that he will be coming, but there is an element of surprise.

    Last week in the Bible study I am attending we talked about how in Acts 1, the disciples ask Jesus when he is going to restore the kingdom of Israel, but Jesus tells them that it's not for them to know the time. We were discussing how there are just some things to which Jesus does not give us an answer. And maybe it has to do with this exact idea.

    For example, if we know that Jesus is coming in the year 2040, wouldn't that change our lives versus not knowing if he might come back in 2040 or tomorrow? The idea is that if we know he is coming in 2040, I would kind of put off working for him until right before he comes. But if I don't know when he is coming, I keep working knowing that it could be today or it could be in the lifetime of my grandchildren.

    Then, today, I read Psalm 33. Look at how it puts wait and hope together! I love it!
    "We wait in hope for the Lord,
    He is our help and shield.
    In him our hearts rejoice,
    For we trust in his holy name.
    May your unfailing love rest upon us O Lord,
    Even as we put our hope in you."

    This is how we wait for the Lord--we wait in hope. With hearts rejoicing.

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • Babel Babble

    I was at the pool for 3 hours today.  And I want to go back out.  I think I might be crazy.  It is just so nice out--or at least it seems like it when you're in water!  I ended up being at the pool for so long because I met some of my neighbors and they were so much fun.  Isn't it funny how when you see someone, you get a different impression than when you actually get to know them?

    These women were blonde and pretty and I thought they would be kind of prissy or snobby to me, but we talked almost the whole day in the pool and they were so nice.  This one girl was making me laugh so much.  I don't think I have laughed that much in a long time!  Isn't it funny how you just sometimes connect with people?  I give them the credit, though, cause they were totally friendly.  I think they go swimming a lot, so hopefully I'll see them again.  It'll be like the old days, meeting my friends at the town pool!  haha

    I was thinking today about friends and how I have a lot of friends with different interests, but sometimes there are things that I like to do that I don't know anybody that would like to do those things.  Well, maybe I do, but they have families and are not able to...I keep looking at the art museum's website and I see that they are going to have a France week coming up.  For some reason, I really like foreign films.  Especially French ones.  I think it is mostly because of the language (not because of the nudity, I promise!).  I like to listen to French and see if I can understand it because it is similar to Spanish.  And also, I think French sounds cool.

    I've been studying a little Greek on the side the past few weeks and I'm discovering how similar a lot of languages are to each other.  Like there are similarities between Greek and Spanish, and even when I read The Kite Runner, there were similarities between the languages in Afghanistan and Pakistan to Spanish.

    I find all this study of languages really interesting.  I was thinking the other day that I wonder if there is something you can do to study the history of languages--like a degree or something.  I've thought about going back to school, cause I love learning.  I was thinking that I am a better student than I am a teacher and I really enjoy it, but I don't know about that...maybe I need to start my own degree or something.

    Anyway, all that to say, that the art museum is having French film week and I wish I knew someone that would be able to go, but if not I'm hoping to get to go to a movie in Japan.  That will be fun, right?

Sunday, 28 June 2009

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    Dead Until Dark (Southern Vampire Mysteries, No. 1)
    By Harris Charlaine
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    Why do I love swimming so much?

    Let me count the ways--

    I love swimming in the pool--esp. the one right outside my door--because it combines all of the things that I love.  I have a wellness center membership.  And there is also a pool there, but I don't swim there and I realized that I like swimming outside in the pool better because I get to do all these things:

    • I get out and jump in, get out and jump in.  Or at least I did the other day when everybody was at work to not make fun of this old girl being youthful.
    • I swim for awhile, and then I read.  Swim for awhile, read.  LOVE it!  There is no other exercise where you can take breaks to read.  Can you imagine in a basketball game?
    • I like swimming in a pool, cause the liklihood of me drowning is not that great.  Sure, I might faint or have a heart attack and that would be bad, but the chances of that happening are slim.
    • I loooove to swim underwater with my eyes open and watch my shadow on the floor of the pool.  Love it, and I am addicted to it.  I do it over and over.  I try to make it the full length of the pool without taking a breath.
    • It is good exercise that is easy on the joints.  Except my bad shoulder was creaking underwater the other day.  Well, that shoulder hasn't hurt since that swimming, so I guess it worked, but...still kind of a frightening sound.
    • You get to eat!  Also, what other sport can you take breaks and eat!?  And it's perfectly okay, because you are burning so many calories, it's like making everything equal.
    • Quick and easy way to get toned.  I love that part of swimming.  Like weight-lifting for wimps.
    • When nobody is looking you can do all kinds of things to make it interesting:  sometimes, I push off and see if I can do 360 turn, dive for pennies, try to lay on the floor, have a tea party.

    Ahhh, I'm headed out!  Make sure to wear your sunscreen!

    P.S.  I just realized today that I have been re-memorizing Ephesians 3:20, which says--"Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to the power that is at work within is."  That is just like Elohim, and that song from yesterday.  I love it when God brings everything together.  There's no such thing as a coincidence.

Saturday, 27 June 2009

  • It's kind of funny that one of the books that I was buying on the Fateful Day of Bad Salespeople was Praying the Names of God.  I love looking at the names of God and seeing what they mean and how they are related to God's movement and Word.  So, I was really excited about it.  I have this other book by the same author.  I think it's just called Women of the Bible.  Something about the format is kind of hard for me to study, but I do like seeing the passages and the related names of God.  Each week you learn a new name and some of the passages where it can be found.  This week the name was Elohim--which means God is Strength.

    So, I've been trying to focus on that this week and find out what God is trying to say to me through that.  How is he showing me his strength?  I am doing a Bible study with some people and this guy has been teaching from the book of Acts.  We have been studying very, very thoroughly and we were looking at what was different between the disciples before and after Christ's death and resurrection.  And we were saying how, after Jesus resurrected--He was alive!  If Jesus had stayed dead, then that would be it.  Story over.  But He didn't stay dead, He rose from the dead and He is alive.  NOW!

    This song brought it all home for me.  The chorus is the best where it says--"The same power that conquered the grave lives in ME!" You ARE here, my Lord foreverAmen.

     

Wednesday, 24 June 2009

  • Business up front...

    Gosh, I have been so hot lately and it is really hot outside. Doing my hair was pointless, so today I went and got it cut and said, I don't care what you do, just make it shorter. I can always trust my hair-stylist. She has yet to do something that I don't like. That's so nice. Anyway, I am so happy and feel a lot cooler. Every girl likes to share... so here ya go!
    Photo 41 Photo 49 Photo 51

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

  • Happy Birthday to the Best Sister Ever!

    Today is my fantabulous sister's birthday.  If you think you might possibly have the best sister, then I'm sorry to inform you with the simple truth that:  you. are. wrong.  As I was the younger sister, she was always protective of me.  In fact, she still is.  If somebody messes with me, she does not take to that kindly.  And it's nice having her on my side, because she is super strong.  Not just spiritually and all that, but she is seriously physically strong.  She's a great athlete.  Sometimes when I went out to P.E. with my classmates, she would be out on the track with her high school P.E. class.  I remember my classmates would always be in awe because she would run by really fast.  They would say, "Is that your sister!?"  Yeah!  (It was hard to believe cause I was always the slooow person on the track.)  I was always proud of her, watching her in marching band or in softball or basketball.  I'm still proud of her for being a great mom and glad she was always there to go ahead of me in life.

    I hope you have a great birthday!

    pictures from first dell laptop 263 (This picture was taken a long time ago--but it makes me laugh because right before we took it, my nephew had been in his stroller with that cup that had a milkshake in it, and even though there wasn't a straw, he tried to suck it out through the top and got it ALL over him.)

Monday, 22 June 2009

  • Confessions of a Shopaholic

    Ahh... what a fantabulous, spontaneous day I had.  I was planning to go shopping later this week.  I've been proud of myself for waiting.  Usually, this shopaholic goes early in the month (usually right after my credit card flips over to empty--haha), but I waited this month.  So, so proud of myself.  Well, I was going to go later in the week, but the maintenance guy came by today and said the pool might be opening tomorrow, so at 2 in the afternoon, I thought, I should go shopping today and swim the rest of the week.  So, I did! 

    And I got some cute things today.  I only went to the places I planned and only bought items that I planned...except for the dress that I didn't need, but you know, this girl rarely looks good in a dress, so when it screams your name...sometimes you just gotta bust out the ol' gift card.  I got so many cute things!  It was fun.  It was really hot today, so I only stuck to clothes that were breathable and good for hot weather.  Especially, since I am going to Japan and I have heard that it is extremely hot and humid where I am going.  I ALSO got some bobby pins, and a neat little jade necklace.  Check out the dress!

    I had been planning to buy this fancy lip gloss at Sephora for awhile.  I have it already in a shade that is a little too mauvy for me, so I'd been wanting to get it in a lighter, more fun shade so that was on my list today.  The shade I ended up getting actually has a bad word in it.  I feel a little bad about that, but I'll just take the sticker off and nobody will know...

    Some of the salespeople were really crabby today!  All the people at Sephora were nice, except after I had already been there about 15 minutes, this lady came out of the back room (I was in the back of the store by then), and was like--"Welcome!  What can I help you with?"  I said, "Oh, I'm okay."  She narrowed her eyes at me and stalked off.  What in the world!?  I'd already talked to all the other salespeople and they were fine with me browsing.  Geez, part of the fun of shopping is looking, not having salespeople shove things down your throat and then walking off!  Anyway, I still got some fun things--that bad-word lip gloss and a fun shade of nailpolish.

    Off to my formerly favorite store!  Until today, it was my favorite store.  I went to pick up a Japanese dictionary (by now, you know I am in a BOOKstore.)    Oh, I was being so good, friends, I was only going to pick out that dictionary.  $7.  Good job!  But then, I saw this other book, and this other book, and oh boy, I knew I was in trouble.  As I headed to the checkout, I was thinking about how silly I am, that I can't control myself.  But I have an educators' card and you're supposed to get 20% off.  They always give me the discount off of everything.  That fuels my purchases, knowing I will get 20% off.  The people are always so nice (usually they're girls and have fun chatting with me over my purchases).

    So, this time, I got to the checkout and Dude was trying to talk Customer in front of me into BUYING the membership (No, thanks--so silly).  Then, it was my turn and I was about to compliment Dude on his cool English accent, when he asked if I had a membership.  I said that I have that Educators one and he said--"Sorry.  You can't use that.  You're not going to use those in your classroom."  He got all High and Mighty on me, so I got a little more assertive for me.  I said, "Well, that is the reason, I am buying so much.  I probably won't come back here again, if I know you are going to be so difficult.  I made a special trip just to come to your bookstore instead of the one in my town."   Mr. High-And-Mighty-With-Cool-Accent just ignored me and told me to have a nice day.  In my mind, I reached in my bag and chucked Bad-Word-Lip-Gloss at his face.  Ahh, I understand, but still--the other people always give it to me, so I don't know what his problem was.  Must be the accent.  It's probably fake.

    See?  I"m not always nice.  That's why it's called a confession...

Sunday, 21 June 2009

Saturday, 20 June 2009

  • What Do We Know?

    We all try to be somebody
    But the world around us makes it so cloudy
    When we don't trust where we're supposed to
    But the blood on the hands says we're not close to
    The answer, yeah
    But maybe if we pull together we can change
    A million lives for the better
    And maybe if we prayed a little more
    We will stop living in fear from the storm
    And everyone sings..


     

Thursday, 18 June 2009

  • Jehovah Jireh--The Lord Will Provide

    A few months ago, I read Matthew 6:26--"Look at the birds of the air, they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, ad yet your Heavenly Father feeds them.  Are you not much more valuable than they?"

    At that time, I was having a hard time doing what I knew in my heart was right.  In fact, I am still having a hard time, and it comes down to his verse.  God showed it to me a few months ago, and I knew he was, in a way, saying that I could trust him to take care of my needs.  You know how when you know God is telling you to do something, but you rationalize it thinking of all the human reasons why it is not a good choice.  Especially of how you get a little frightened of what it might mean to give up?  I was scared of how I would be taken care of, and whether I would survive.  But God showed me this verse, asking--"Don't you trust me to take care of you?" More Here...

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

  • Sleeping In

    I just wanted to say really quick that God has been just too good to me lately in providing for me.  I love many chapters in the Bible, but whenever I go through a difficult time, I seem to gravitate towards a lot of the same verses.  The one I have stuck to a lot this time (but this isn't the first time) is Psalm 37.  Different verses speak to me at different times.

    Many years ago, I understood the "Delight yourself" verse to mean not that God will grant you whatever you want, but that he will grant you with the desires to want what he wants.  Like, I feel like he makes us want something and then we get it and are content. When I am right with him, I pray for this and he comes through.  Every time.  Just sometimes, I give up before he is ready to do the "big reveal."  Maybe that is why he included verse 7--which says "Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for Him."  I looked this verse up in another version which said "Rest in the Lord..."

    A few weeks ago, I heard that verse and was thinking--Is that what God is saying to me now?  Is that really what he wants or am I just thinking that?  But then I realized that if the Lord says it--He wants it all the time.  You don't ask if you should be still now, because he says--Be still--he wants you to do that all the time.  Be still and wait to see what desires he grants you and be still and let him take care of it.  Rest in him and have peace (Phil. 4:6-7).

    Ahh, thank you Lord.

Sunday, 14 June 2009

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